Happy 2017!

I can't believe my eyes when I have to type the numbers - 2 0 1 7! It has been 10 years since I've started blogging. Blogging today seems so far off my daily activities and have lack of interest to do anymore blogging since I am no celebrity and blogging about myself is not something people have interest to read. HA HA. Even I get bored talking about life. 

Where am I at this point of time? 

Well, I have scheduled this post for 1st January 2017. Technically, I'd be studying or sleeping when the clock strikes 12:00am on New Year. Yes, I'd probably be missing the countdown, tqvm.

I am actually at the library right now, doing some studying for my final exams. But listening to Spotify Playlist on "Deep Focus", the music had me thinking things out of the norm. I am thinking about life and what I can conclude about 2016.

2016 is random! I'd say last year was the best fucking year of my life but this year had me some ups and downs. I shouldn't have let go of the fact that I need to be fucking selfish for my fucking-self. HAHA.

What did I do this year?

1) STARTED MY NEW YEAR WITH DIVING IN SIPADAN ISLAND FOR THE VERY FIRST FUCKING TIME

2) RANDOM TRIPS (MANANA ISLAND, MANTANANI ISLAND, STARGAZING IN KUDAT) 

3) TRAVELLING ALONE

4) APPLIED FOR MASTER IN BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION

5) CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY IN SINGAPORE

6) EMCEE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE FOR #TWEETUPPARTY

7) NEW HOUSE

8) NEW KITTENS (OSCAR, ANGUS AND CHARLOTTE)

9) RAINFOREST WORLD MUSIC FESTIVAL

10) NEW AWESOME FRIENDS

11) YACHTING FOR JACQUELINE'S SURPRISE PARTY

12) SURPRISED LALA FOR HER BIRTHDAY

13) SURPRISED FANNY FOR HER BIRTHDAY


Hello 2016!

Whoa.

Is it me? Or was my last post from 2013? 

Hello 2016! I've been busy with life lately that blogging doesn't really seem to be the go-to place anymore, especially for expressing myself. It has been old school to talk about feelings and write it down. So far, I've channelled the "stress" to a different form which was more HEALTHY and MEMORABLE!

Well, what's going on with me?

Probably nothing much that would interest people in the internet! HAHA. 

From the last post, I'm basically still here in Kota Kinabalu. I didn't manage to continue studies due unwanted procedures that I hate putting myself in. I will talk about Master's Degree when I need to but at this moment, I have more things to achieve, so little time - I think! 

Baby is still not in the picture -- YET ;)

I'm still enjoying every bits and pieces of my life before 30 and dedicating it to new adventures! I'm loving the fact that life doesn't stop the moment you get married. I'm pretty lucky to have a husband who understands my passion and ambition whom allows me to do whatever I want to achieve, before I regret it!

I've finally had my SCUBA DIVING LICENSE! Thank you to my organization for sponsoring our diving course! I was uber excited and 18 January 2016 marked one year as a scuba diver! Before this, I've been hopping hobbies here and there, trying to find the things I'm most passionate about. THIS IS IT GUYS! THIS IS IT! I loveeee marine animals and the more I dive, the more comfortable I am inside the water. It never gets any better than this, ya'll! So, within a year of diving, I've logged 40 dives! Not bad for a newbie! I'm hoping to log another 40 this year!

2015 was the BEST FUCKING YEAR EVER! Because, it was the year that I told myself, you need to compete with yourself. Not with others. That's how I learn to become more happy and achieved self-contentment.

Alhamdulillah. I have never been more happy. 

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Unexpectedly.

I always believe that if we struggle in one part of our lives, I believe that something better will come along. It may not be today but someday, something unexpected would come and struck you with goodness, that in the end, you have to choose. I believe.

I know that life right now is unexpectedly, an up and down rollercoaster ride. Having the best company in the world, that is my husband but the friendships are not. Until there comes a day when you really dont mind that you dont have one. That day has come.

The struggle I have with my career has been going on for awhile. I was able to make a decision to quit my first job but unexpectedly, I miss it. Why? I guess the experience I have gained was the best experience I ever had, compare to the current job that I have now. I miss the people I surround myself with. I knew back then, that the future (which is now) will make me wonder and miss the people who had made me a better person until.... Surprisingly, I went into relapse of... nothingness that brings me nowhere. 

I wanna take my Master's Degree really bad. I think its the thirst for knowledge. I knew this day would come. I didnt know it would be so soon, when I have unexpectedly got stabled position in the black hole I am currently in.


Happy 2017!

I can't believe my eyes when I have to type the numbers - 2 0 1 7! It has been 10 years since I've started blogging. Blogging today...