Reason to Study

The days grew stronger with the urge to continue my studies in Master's Degree.At first, it was just reasons to stop working but as months go by, the eagerness to gain more knowledge overshadowed the initial plan. 

What made me kick-start the whole process is knowing that the world is harsh to live in. Fairness and qualification is merely absence in this working environment. I have a degree and experience, but you're capabilities are either overshadowed by; other peoples' stylish appearance; close clique with the bosses or absurd capabilities in communicating but a professional slacker.

I want to study more in a specific field that I can master in, to enhance my opportunity with a better career. I want to be more useful working in Sabah. I dont need to be special, become a VIP or anything like that.Its better to be an academician. You can change the way of thinking in people, for better future generation and leaders.

Its not just having the degree in hand, but its about the knowledge you gain from the whole experience.

I recently registered for my IELTS examination. I am looking forward for the test. Some parts of me feel a tingle of nervousness and anxiety. I know that if I have sudden fear of something, that fear is for a good cause. I believe that this fear will be my life changing experience. No regrets.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

Its the month of Syawal. A month of forgiveness and celebration. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my readers out there. Maaf Zahir dan Batin if my words are hurtful and menyakitkan hati. 0-0 okay? 

This year is my turn to celebrate at my side of the family. As usual, we had a family gathering at Inanam for our first day of raya. Then we went for a roadtrip to Kudat, at my grandaunt's place in Kg Ayer. We spent 3D2N. Although this year isn't as meriah as the previous years but the raya vibe was there. My cousins, the relatives, the volume of people visiting our house, it was indeed something that I cherish everytime I go back for raya in Kudat. Probably next year, my parents will migrate there and we will have more time in Kudat.

After spending our 2nd to 4th Day of Raya, we took a ride back to Kimanis and spent another 3D2N. At my husband's place, it took us 2 nights to cover all the relatives' houses. So much food that I had to jog in the morning.

I'm so not looking forward for the holiday to end. I will be back to the office and resume the life of stress and racial discriminations. Hahaha! 

Wishing all a very happy festive holiday! I'm out haha!

"Life" Update Number --- Cant Recall.

Blogging doesn't seem to be my Mojo nowadays; I lack of things to talk about or probably I have my husband as my medium to update and obtain quality feedback from him.Talking or writing here only tells a story but to have feedback from someone who is trustworthy, its great.

While my creative writing gone blunt and straight forward, I'll just update whatever it is needed to be updated. Let me see. 

Master's Degree Application is not going anywhere. I need to take up my International English Language Testing System (IELTS) Test and I haven't chose the most suitable date to take it since I have a lot more plans this year. I feel overloaded with plans when I stop and think about it. Work commitment. Health commitment. Family commitment.

Gosh. There's a lot.

I'm going to Core Fitness now. I've got myself a personal trainer for free. YEAY. For three months! Why? I got the Core Get Fit Challenge which provides a PERSONAL TRAINER. HAHA. I thought following this challenge was a simple one but Breeze Magazine would take videos each week during our workouts, take our measurements at the end of the month, photo sessions with sponsors, etc. However, I'm thankful for the opportunity. Although its a challenge, it would be challenge to myself and I will try to achieve the best. My head has its own alter ego that it can change my mind in seconds but so far, this is worth the pain.

Ramadhan is coming soon. I haven't send any of my kain to tailor. Guess they don't accept any more kains now. I've booked a ready Baju Kurung which is nice but not our planned color for First Day of Raya. LOLS. Now I gotta kumpul duit raya for anak buahs and cousins di kampung. Thrills.

Anyways, that's about it for now. Its late. Sleep tight everyone. Goodnight.